Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays!

Please pray for Liquid illuzion's family (Jeri Suzanne Horne)

This Christmas Eve will mark the first anniversary of the suicide of Liquid illuzion. Please say a prayer (or send good vibes) for her family and friends, especially her children. I'm sure that Christmas will never be the same for them.

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Frozen in Time by Awake in Rochester

Last Photograph

Last poem

Last words

Last post

Last phone call

Last Christmas cards sent

Last kiss

Last words to children

All frozen in time

Forever 42

Bits & pieces, scraps, I try to glean from you.

You thoughts on paper try to understand.

You photographs I beg for.

Why?

Why did you have to go?

I try to understand.

Your spirit occasionally I can connect.

But you can not speak words to me in present.

I think it's a crime.

Forever frozen in time.

"For we see now through a dim window obscurely, but then face to face..." 1 Cor. 13:12

photo credit

Can you write a blog post using a cell phone?

I'm thinking about getting a good cell phone, one with the web, (if God or Santa provides.) I would need to get a pre-paid one. My old computer might not be worth getting back on-line.

Can you write a blog post using a cell phone? Can you see that little screen well enough to read blog posts? I miss visiting my blog buddies on a regular basis, and hope to soon.

What kind of cell phone do you have, and would you recommend it?

Sarah Palin is coming to Rochester, NY this Saturday!

Guess who's coming to Rochester? It's pretty Palin! Yes! "Former Alaska Gov. Sarah Palin will appear from 6 to 9 p.m. Nov. 21 at Borders Books and Music, 1000 Hylan Drive, Henrietta, according to her Facebook page. Palin, a 2008 vice presidential candidate, is promoting her book, Going Rogue, which will be released Tuesday."

From what I understand, you have to purchase her book ahead of time to get in. You might be searched too. I'm not sure. Listen to your local news for more information.

I don't have money to buy her book, or else I would be tempted. I hope that she becomes the presidential candidate for 2012 because she would loose, and the Democrats would have 4 more years. Te he! At any rate it gives me another chance to post pics of her pretty face. Darn! I wish I could see her in person.

Sinnerviewer's interesting conversation with gay bashers

"God hates fags". You've probably seen a hate group on T.V. carrying those signs. Well, my blog buddy Sinnerviewer had an interesting conversation with two gay bashers. She did a beautiful job! Pop on over to her blog and check out her post about the conversation!

A Conversation with the Lost

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Army psychiatrist goes on shooting rampage

An Army psychiatrist who was about to be deployed to Iraq allegedly armed himself with two guns and opened fire last Thursday on the grounds of Fort Hood, Texas the country's largest military base, killing 13 people and injuring 30 others.

The suspected gunman who was wounded is Maj. Nidal Malik Hasan, 39 who worked at Ft. Hood hospital. The facility has an extensive program to help soldiers deal with stress of returning from war.

While military, and security agency's try to figure out why he did it. It only confirms my suspicions that...

COUNSELORS ARE NUTZ!

Please Pray! I've Been Rejected!

SSI-Denied! Medical insurance-Denied! Mental Health help-Denied! Financial help-Denied!

It was some of the worst news I've gotten in the mail. It was declined, not because I was not eligible, (God knows I am), but because I couldn't get to see the doctor that they wanted me to. I called before the appointment to reschedule, but they never returned my call. Also some paperwork that I sent in might have gotten lost. I called my social worker, and even wrote her, but she never got back to me. I think I've been assigned to another social worker.

One of my worst nightmares is that I would reach out for help, but not be able to get it. I hope this isn't my nightmare come true. It looks like I'm falling through the cracks in the system. I will try another social worker. But if I can't get in touch with her, I don't know what I'll do!

It is difficult to advocate for yourself when you are depressed, and don't even feel like getting out of bed sometimes. I've waited till the last moment to seek help. PLEASE pray (or send good thoughts) that I get the help that I need and SOON! I was starting to feel a bit better because I had some hope of being helped. A light at the end of the tunnel. Now that hope is fading.