Tuesday, March 2, 2010

A Bit Blue Today

The hematologist who was suppose to call regarding interpreting my CBC hasn't called yet. It's been about 6 weeks since my CBC was taken. I informed my doctor, (Homer Simpson), Apparently I don't have a very rapid growing disease/infection, or I would be hospitalized by now. Sheesh! I still think it might be that bear of a disease. I've been reading about it. The treatments are painful, and barbaric. Apparently Dr. Josef Mengele, (nazi doctor notorious for his cruel experiments at Auschwitz), dreamed them up. I'm not going to see my shrink this week, I've rescheduled. I don't want to talk about all this latest crap with him, at lest not until I know what's wrong with me. However, part of me dosn't want to be diagnosed. If i have this disease it will change my life, and not in a pleasent way.


meleah rebeccah said...

Hang in there, and try to think positively. I know, that's much easier SAID then DONE.


Awake In Rochester said...

Hi meleah rebeccah, Thanks! It is. I will feel better knowing... I think.

Lilly said...

I hope you are going ok and that you go tthe results and all is fine. Thinking of you, you have gone through enough already.