Sunday, November 8, 2009

Please Pray! I've Been Rejected!




SSI-Denied! Medical insurance-Denied! Mental Health help-Denied! Financial help-Denied!

It was some of the worst news I've gotten in the mail. It was declined, not because I was not eligible, (God knows I am), but because I couldn't get to see the doctor that they wanted me to. I called before the appointment to reschedule, but they never returned my call. Also some paperwork that I sent in might have gotten lost. I called my social worker, and even wrote her, but she never got back to me. I think I've been assigned to another social worker.

One of my worst nightmares is that I would reach out for help, but not be able to get it. I hope this isn't my nightmare come true. It looks like I'm falling through the cracks in the system. I will try another social worker. But if I can't get in touch with her, I don't know what I'll do!

It is difficult to advocate for yourself when you are depressed, and don't even feel like getting out of bed sometimes. I've waited till the last moment to seek help. PLEASE pray (or send good thoughts) that I get the help that I need and SOON! I was starting to feel a bit better because I had some hope of being helped. A light at the end of the tunnel. Now that hope is fading.

13 comments:

Rebecca said...

Saying a prayer for you right now - that the system will not defeat you!

Hang in there!

Mike Golch said...

AIR,Major Bummer,Big Time Hug!you are in my prayers.

S'onnie said...

ditto to what Mike golch said. You are in my thoughts.

Lady Banana said...

Nooo, that's not good news at all!

To me, you are the perfect example of why your country needs major health care reforms!

This would not happen here!!

I am thinking of you ( as always) and just dearly hope something good happens soon x

meleah rebeccah said...

Praying for you. And sending virtual hugs.

meleah rebeccah said...

checking in on you.......

Steve said...

I will be praying for God to provide for you. He may decide to provide the way you think or He may do it some other way. He will provide for you

L'uragano (The Hurricane) said...

prayers your way -- do you have someone who can help you during this scary time? paperwork and mail and making appointments can be scary.can you enroll any one? also, if it's a paperwork issue --you can usually make an amendment to your original work to correct it...

meleah rebeccah said...

sending MORE love your way.

Awake In Rochester said...

Thanks everyone! I'm trying not to get discouraged. I have another Social Worker I can write. I will send it certified mail to make sure she gets it. If I don't hear back from her, then I'm screwed!

meleah rebeccah said...

Letting you know you are IN MY THOUGHTS and I'm sending you more good vibes!

I hope things work out with the NEW Social Worker!
xoxoxoxoxo

Michelle Gartner said...

I am sorry that it is not going well for you right now. Praying for you and that you will find some peace of mind in this trying time.

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